Honestly fuck them . All they’ve done for me is bring me more problems than i already have. When someone comes into your life and you end up loving them with everything you have , the moment they walk out those feelings you developed i dont care what anyone says . They’ll ALWAYS be there. They might not be as apparent after a while or not as strong as they used to be but there always there. Cause deep down that person became apart of you and there’s no going back from that. & thats what im caught in but maybe 100x worse due to other circumstances. I used to say if i could turn off what i feel for this person i would just because i wanted them happy , but now its like literally killing me each day to see them with someone else. & the worst part is that saying anything would just make it worse ’ hell letting this out would make it worse but i cant hold it in anymore , ive been in several relationships but no one understands how much i honestly love this person and no one could ever understand the position i put myself in just to be a good friend and show im really not trying to keep people for myself or be a hurtful person . Crying on occasion used to be how i spent my nights but now i just lay up , thinking . Thinking about why i love this person and why i cant just let my heart heal already.

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